Weekend blues or weekend bliss?
To be or not to be..It is Halloweenie weekend and I’m going out of town for some seriously conservative partying. Promises of fun and entertainment with my usual combination of cynicism makes me wonder if it will be good or bad. I want to drink, I really do. Dare I try it since I can’t stop medication now? Listed are the facts: Alcohol may enhance side effects…
So far no biggie. The biggest side effect will be me falling asleep on the dance floor. What perplexes me the most is the fact that I will be enjoying it with people I haven’t decided whether I really care for or not. People are who they portray themselves to be. It’s hard to trust but since I’ve been such a social deviant for the past few years, I’m willing to put aside my fears of betrayal from parties that have been known to stir the pot in the past. After all, I’m learning that lately, I’m not the greatest friend in the world. If I were, I’d probably have more friends to embarrass myself in front of. Makes me ponder my decisions I’ve made in the past few years.
So many questions…so many obvious answers…what oh what am I to do with this stubborn bull-headed person I’ve become?
“Dear Zoli,
Bring on the fun….not the pain!”
