As The World is Turning
So its been almost a week on these lovely pills. Do I feel different? No not really. Happier..no not really. Sad? Nope. I feel less high strung. I feel mostly tired. Tired all day like all I want to do is nap nap nap. There is the common diarrhea and loss of appetite, but not as much as I thought. I still eat (mostly because I know I need to) and I sleep pretty good through the night now. I wake up refreshed but start to feel sluggish at work the first four hours.
My noticeable reactions to the medication is that I’m less paranoid about things. About the people around me and the things being said and done that usually trigger me to get angry. I’m far more calm than before and instead of obsessing over little things, I’m learning to just forget about them. Why I let so many things build up from nothing, I will never know. Life really is too short and I’m taking it too seriously. I suppose my next big goal is to eliminate the obviously toxic things in my life. Man…that’s going to be hard when you love them so much.
“Dear Zoli, You make things make a little more sense. I feel like it’s a blessing and a curse, much like some of my relationships and some friendships. But I’m hoping that our union will help me move towards the greener side of this crazy thing we call…LIFE.”
